Im tired of faking a smile. Im tired of acting like everything's fine when actually nothing seems right. Im tired of pretending. Im tired of caring for others when they dont. Im tired of being nice.

Im just tired.......................... of people.

Went to MI Open House with Nisa, Hakim, Farhan and Atifah ystd. And conclusion, MI is soooooo out of my list of choices.

I think Poly might be the best choice for me. Hopefully i'll get into the course that i want, Early Childhood Education, pretty pls with strawberries and sprinkles on top? Plus chocolate syrup and peanuts. Oh oh, and chocolate cigar. :)

Hi, I turned 17 ystd! :B

And and and, my mama surprised me with..........


THIS!

Its about time, i need a new phone! I swear im freakin' in love with the colour. Hot pink~ Aint my mama the best? Nyehehe. K my phone is my new baby now. ;)

Oh and thank you to all the kind-hearted souls who wished me! Be it through text, FB, in person, chat, email, eveything! I really, really do appreciate it. Thanks alot! :)

Returned to school with Nina, Azlin, Cheng Yee, Hakim and Amsyar today. Not really productive cause most of the teachers that we wanted to meet were absent. Pfft. Ended up having 'recess' and getting henna from Nina instead. Haha.

Met the rest, Yang En, Marcus, Afif, Atifah, Jasmine, Nisa, JJ, Silah and headed to SP and Ngee Ann Poly for their open houses. I was only interested in the goodie bags~ ;)

Oh, and my first visit to KOI Cafe! Ordered Caramel Milk Tea and its to die for! Then had late lunch at IMM and packed sushi home.

I'm still thinking whether i shld take Early Childhood Education or go to MI. Well..... thats if i can qualify. :-/

HAPPY 2011 EVERYONE!

May 2011 be less fucked up than the years before~ :D

& I had to be sick on New Years' Eve. What luck. -.- No choice but to cancel whatever plans. Shucks, i was looking forward to seeing fireworks. :'(

Guess i'll be watching the fireworks on teevee and envying them.

Family and I travelled from one end of Spore to the other today.

Covered Snow City, IMM, LJS, ETP, cycling at Pasir Ris Park, E-Hub, indoor Ferris Wheel, X-Rider x2, Coffee Bean, Zone-X and Habib Restaurant all in one day! ;)

Tiring but goddamn fun~

Out kite-flying with Dan, Farhan, Helmi, Syafiq, Amirul and Aqillah ystd. Quite fun but it would be better if Nisa was there. :(

Arrived late and a pity i had to leave early. But overall it was fun! :)

DO YOU EVEN CARE?

I've tried and tried and tried and tried.............. and its getting me nowhere. This pisses me off cause you know you've tried your hardest but it still isnt good enough. You know what, fuck the word 'try'.

How i wish i could just run far far away from here. Better yet, disappear.